by Angela Blount
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I think I've actually spent a great deal of my life considering the significance of the many names of God. When Moses asked who He was, God told him "I Am." Ehyeh. I am that I am. Which literally translates as "I-shall-be that I-shall-be." Jesus' name is composed of "Yah" and "shua," meaning, "I AM is deliverer." God is, in all three persons, precisely who I need him to be, at all points in my life. There have been times I've most often called Him Jehovah-Jireh, my provider. Other times I've called to Him as Jehovah-Rophe, my healer. When I'm in need of humbling, He is Adonai, my Lord and my Master. I could go on, but I'm sure you've studied the many names of God better than I have.
Most prominent to me has been the Aramaic, Abba. When I was growing up, my biological father was a volatile, frustrated, and unapproachable man most of the time, as his battle with his own temper left him with no liking for his own children. As with most approval-seeking children, I struggled long and hard to impress him and earn his affection. I became a tough-as-nails tomboy out of the misguided impression that my father would have prefered it if I'd been a boy. I stuffed emotion, lashed out with equal volatility as he did, and steadily sank into depression in my early to mid teen years. Undirected anger became my inheritance for a time. Having been told as a child that Abba meant 'daddy', I clung to my fascination over this particular name for God. I longed for the kind of unconditional love, vulnerability, and gentleness the term 'daddy' suggested. I'd never been able to call my own father that, but I found I -could- call my heavenly father Abba, and it soothed that aching void I hadn't been able to compell my earthly father into fulfilling. I used to picture myself in a big, comfy chair, literally curled up in God's lap while He hugged me. I could never picture a face on Him, but that never really mattered.
When I've been at my worst, calling Him Abba to me is a pleading that I'm convinced brings an immediate connection. Perhaps not an immediate answer, but I never have to doubt that He hears me. And in recent years, He's healed my biological father's heart dramatically. To the point where I now say with confidence that I have two daddies. And for that, I have my Abba to thank.
~Angela Blount
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